My name is Anoula and I have cancer. I was pregnant when I was diagnosed with a very rare and aggressive lung cancer. I was told it had spread to my lymphs and was inoperable. Any treatment would be trial and error. I am also a research scientist. My job involves managing human clinical trials with new oncology drugs. My professional and personal worlds are set to collide as I am about to become a clinical trial patient. This is my healing journey to find my truth. To see if I can rid myself of cancer using the power of meditation , alternative therapies and cutting edge medicine. I am pulling on all of my knowledge as a scientist plus delving into the world of spirituality and complementary medicine with the help of some special friends and family and with the guidance from an amazing energy healer. My ramblings may be illogical and unanalytical but this is my record, my experiment. My Clinical Trial (and Error).